Today was the most horrendous, heart-wrenching, agonizing day I have ever lived.

This, with the aid of a Xanex, a valium and a joint.

Sometime soon I will record all of the details, but for now, I can't write. I need to put it away.

I have never felt so alone in my 28 years. So utterly alone in a world that is being destructed piece by piece.

Maybe she will tell you about it.

I just...can't.

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